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Re: EXTREME LATE NIGHT Day 244

[unlimitedtimeoff]

first of all
we had an amazing date
wherein I stabbed myself pretty good a couple of times
and he also stabbed himself, probably half petty, half wanting me to not stab myself again
but hey
sometimes
you find out you fucked up so bad!
a dude went and lied about like everything!
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Re: EXTREME LATE NIGHT Day 244

[ice_69]

oh
this is about barachiel
are you ok

Re: EXTREME LATE NIGHT Day 244

[unlimitedtimeoff]

nope!
never okay again!
but also, ask him about his visions sometime
they must be so fucking wild
he's pretty much decided to run with them, y'know?

Re: EXTREME LATE NIGHT Day 244

[ice_69]

run with them?
what does that mean?

Re: EXTREME LATE NIGHT Day 244

[unlimitedtimeoff]

it means he probably gets some kind of masochistic thrill from being called by an angel's name
because he's a dumbass who wants everyone to hate him 'cause of what he did in those visions

Re: EXTREME LATE NIGHT Day 244

[ice_69]

I see
well no I don't really but
I'll talk to him

Re: EXTREME LATE NIGHT Day 244

[unlimitedtimeoff]

you'll see what i mean
he'll keep up a nice face
up until you get him point-blank
so if you're gonna hit, make it count.

Re: EXTREME LATE NIGHT Day 244

[ice_69]

ok
I'll see what I can do.
but what about you? do you want to talk

Re: EXTREME LATE NIGHT Day 244

[unlimitedtimeoff]

what?
talk about how Worst Nightmare from past lives happened all over again?
sounds dramatic

Re: EXTREME LATE NIGHT Day 244

[ice_69]

it sounds like you went through something really traumatic
so talking about it might help
with someone else if you don't trust me

Re: EXTREME LATE NIGHT Day 244

[unlimitedtimeoff]

trauma is having your first vision being seeing the corpse of that person's best friend being puppeted around by some cursed sorcerer brain thing and knowing that happened because of that person--you, essentially, perspective-wise

[bit of a pause...]

...
I knew Shura a little before the boat but he always aggravated me 'cause he was never honest and never genuine and then on the boat, I got to see some of what that actually looks like on him
and then I got that vision and freaked the fuck out because y'know DUDE'S DOUBLE'S IN MY VISION!
so went to him about it, but y'know, still freaking the fuck out said we should avoid repeats of that and just do things differently
except that was apparently doing the exact same thing because even though I said I didn't want to do these visions shit alone and didn't want HIM to or feel pressured to keep going
surprise!
we both continued on our own!
except he probably started way earlier
even when I kept trying to reach out
didn't matter 'cause what I said at the VERY start
so whatever happens, it's on me
feel free to tell him I said as much
or that Satoru sends his regards.

Re: EXTREME LATE NIGHT Day 244

[ice_69]

I'm not going to use your true name that would be messed up
but I'll tell him the rest
even though based on what you're saying I really don't think it's just on you

Re: EXTREME LATE NIGHT Day 244

[unlimitedtimeoff]

why would it be messed up?
he used it several times at the date.

Re: EXTREME LATE NIGHT Day 244

[ice_69]

if someone kept saying my true name at me or behind my back I would be freaking out

Re: EXTREME LATE NIGHT Day 244

[unlimitedtimeoff]

yeah i'm literally giving you permission to, though
so it's not behind my back
and, if anything, you'll get a reaction probably

Re: EXTREME LATE NIGHT Day 244

[ice_69]

fine I'll say it if you really want me to

Re: EXTREME LATE NIGHT Day 244

[unlimitedtimeoff]

if you really don't wanna, don't gotta
if anything
sorry
my bad
forgot to tell you that the person in my visions
is absolutely 100% insane out the membrane
and kinda feels like I'm ready to go over the edge to meet him there
and kinda feels like that's what's wanted, too

Re: EXTREME LATE NIGHT Day 244

[ice_69]

yeah he's pretty scary
I saw him in a dream once

Re: EXTREME LATE NIGHT Day 244

[unlimitedtimeoff]

what'd he do that was scary?

Re: EXTREME LATE NIGHT Day 244

[ice_69]

he threatened to kill me
and acted creepy in general

Re: EXTREME LATE NIGHT Day 244

[unlimitedtimeoff]

huh
weirdo
I'd say I don't think he would kill someone just 'cause
but
yeah dunno

Re: EXTREME LATE NIGHT Day 244

[ice_69]

it felt like he was really going to
but who knows, it was a dream

Re: EXTREME LATE NIGHT Day 244

[unlimitedtimeoff]

I mean... COULD kill you isn't the same as WILL kill you
but fair
anyway
my bad if i woke ya up
but also
screaming into the void got old fast

Re: EXTREME LATE NIGHT Day 244

[ice_69]

it's ok I wasn't asleep
and I'd rather think about other people's problems than my own

Re: EXTREME LATE NIGHT Day 244

[unlimitedtimeoff]

rather not have problems!
these problems suck!