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huh
weirdo
I'd say I don't think he would kill someone just 'cause
but
yeah dunno

it felt like he was really going to
but who knows, it was a dream

I mean... COULD kill you isn't the same as WILL kill you
but fair
anyway
my bad if i woke ya up
but also
screaming into the void got old fast

it's ok I wasn't asleep
and I'd rather think about other people's problems than my own

rather not have problems!
these problems suck!

understandable! if i could make the problems disappear I would but
obviously I can't
sorry I'm not very good at helping with anything

you're helping
that guy's a fucking idiot who keeps convincing himself he's gotta do everything on his own
and probably feeling both proud of himself and miserable with himself that no one's caught on yet
so me ratting him out to you kneecaps him there
and he needs that
so that's helping both me and him

ok
I'll talk to him first thing in the morning

(b˙◁˙ )b

🙂

ok now your turn

what?

why does it feel like I'm the only one ever saying and doing things and other people give me the run around?
do I just suck to talk to?

I'm sorry
I like talking to you I promise
I'm just not sure what you want me to say or do
sorry

it's not about what I want
it's about what you feel comfortable talking with me about
I'm not gonna say NOW YOU HAVE TO SHARE, OR ELSE!
because I lowkey a little sick of feeling like I'm forcing people's hands
but like
why am I opening myself up to more hurt if it's not something the other person does in kind?
that's why I stabbed myself in the first place
hurt less than what was going on

oh

if it helps at all I'm not any better at opening up to anyone else
it's not just with you
but you're right this isn't fair to you.

did you see what happened with my brother at the performance?
the Dame made him drink her blood
that was my fault
I asked her to keep him from being hurt in her performances
and I guess that's how she interpreted it
but obviously he wasn't happy about it
he ended up getting hurt more than he would have otherwise
and it's all my fault

must've been too in my head about my own stuff, I missed that
but look,
sometimes you try to do what you think's best for others
and it ends up backfiring
I feel that

you're taking it so well I almost feel like I shouldn't be so miserable over it

I literally tried to stab myself in the heart and only didn't manage it 'cause he got his hand in the way
yeah no
I'm not handling it well

well
I'm glad you didn't manage it.

yeah
just don't be me in that way
you're allowed to be miserable, y'know
shit sucks

i haven't stabbed myself
but i have sort of done something else that's bad
can you promise not to tell anyone if I tell you about it

pinky promise across the net

I've been letting the Dame drink my blood

...
ah
that's gotta be a trip
I got bit once
was high the whole time during that Don't Turn Around performance.

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